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when everything feels empty, i rely on empty touch
to ignore the days that i hate myself and i miss you too much
and everyone feels cold when they lack something familiar
there was light trapped where the sun was
this is harder than i thought

i will always look for you in the quiet empty nothing
where you were convinced there was only dark and the sharpest objects
i saw your coat. i saw it like a martyr sees its body
i saw your coat like the shadow of a ghost that wouldn’t leave here
i saw your coat hanging in surrender like a white flag
i saw your coat and i hate this

this is harder than i thought

(Source: flatsound, via sadhearts)